It's Sunday today, I don't feel too good and I'm having second thoughts about committing this to the internet, i hope in a few hours I'll feel distinctly better. So far, I'm here in Italy and so are Katie (teacher form last year) and Giovanni (of Angiulli fame) and my Italian teacher (Paola) and Luca (The Italian of Newquay fame). I went out for dinner with Luca last night- I had sushi for the first time (last time I only ate cooked stuff). It was good, the dinner and the company. Although my stomach is tender this morning, and not generally happy. Other than that it was lovely evening, except at the very end when i needed to establish how we were to be in Italia- Both London and Newquay were fantastic but holidays, small pockets of fantasy. Now we are in Italy and this is real life for both of us....
Unfortunately he can't be what I want him to be, and I can't be what he want's me to be and so abbiamo fatto. I know this is the safest decision for me, (If i don't look after me, who else will?) but that is my head talking, everything else however....
I'm sure i'll feel better tomorrow.